Alright updates,updates 8D
Yesterday,was err,FIQH 2 EXAM! yes yes,that's the one.HAHA,and it was like direct questions and it was EASY ;D yomygosh,what else to say? *blank~ wtf?! HAHAHA.
Oh yes! I was not really okay yesterday,as in K.O *knocked out,HAHAHA.apakan?! So yeah,i let it all out in ugamaa.iman's fault :P she saw me walking macam orang zombie kemati so blablablablablabla,poof! she knew the whole thing and i am NOT going to say what (:
Well it's a good thing iman was there,cause she really gave me some advice that was SO much appreciated that time.All I can say is thank you for being there for me and also a big thanks to anna and izzah,you guys are simply the best (: *i love you guys,kamu tah kawan ku sampai ku parai 8D
So the problem actually happened in school,but ffpt,i ain't gonna blog about it.It was simply so gruesome but nyeh,i still ain't dishin` out the goss 8D HAHAHA,lame much? oh hell yeah it is,but what do you care? It's my blog,not your friggin` blog and even if it is your blog as if I would care about your blog.
Then at night,I was still not okay so in my mind a lot of thoughts came out such as jumping off that window *points at window,eating all the pills *their painkillers,about 18 of em'?,stabbing myself with the kitchen knife *hell yeah it's sharp. and also run away and then suicide at some deserted place like the beach BUT thank god I didn't do it cause then I started thinking.What will happen if I actually died? Will you people just ignore and say 'she's dead,yeay! who cares.' or you guys will cry or mourn or whatever you guys are gonna do soo just leave a comment over at my cbox about what you would do if I actually died,I seriously wanna know your feedbacks (:
Oh gorsh,it's 12.32 and I'm currently chatting with iman and nyzam and boy,tahan mata durang ani.HAHAHA,alright.I'm out,webcam session with me doorls,iman ;D
Oh yeah,I found this seriously cute picture (: it's a picture of yoyo and cici in a panda and piggy costume.Yoyo wearing the pig costume and Cici wearing the panda costume. Yoyo wearing a pig costume has a meaning to me (':
it's just so ADORABLE :3
and here i sealed my name 9:09 PG.
HELLO! soo,i already said that I was on
hiatus but nyeh,imma update if I have the time.It ain't pretty to see your blog not updated ;D
So school,as in morning school.
-Nothing much happened except for the fact that I slept during science class and cigu nda sdarr.HAHAHA,ini macam (Y)
-After that me and nana was like talking crap for nearly the whole day and oh yeah! I haven't finished my portrait! fuck,haven't even started.well screw it,HAHAHAHA.It's not like it's gonna come and kill me,oh wait it'll make me fail kah? tiau la! xD
well enough of the crap,so ugama now (:
-had tarikh and tajwid/tajweed exam just now and tarikh was effin' easy but tajweed (N)
BUT azie said tarikh payah and tajweed sanang ==" *ok ko kah zie? HAHAHAHA.
-before the tarikh exam i was studying with anna and izzah x we were talking then i said to anna
'na,kemarin farr tnya izzah apa erti blowjob.apakan tu?'
*anna at that time was baca-ing my notes then after she heard what i said..we were laughing like hell.HAHAHAHAHA'
then she said,'blowjob ani atu jua kan .... ' *malas th ku kan cakap.
the funny part was KAMI BUAT DEMO BLOWJOB~ hahahahahahhaa XD
like,robot and the mouth open basar2 and then dapan blakang,dapan blakang.HAHA! gorsh,x trus2 g tuu.
'aim goin' in fo` the kill~~ aim doin` it fo` the thrill~' *brit accent,HAHA!
you guys are always there to make me laugh (: *xx,loves you guys ;D
So it's now 10.09pm and tomorrow we've got extra class *fuck you.HAHAHAHA
Oh well,at least we got something planned *kirai2.HAHA,oh yeah.i am NOT bringing my laptop esuk,camera saja ;D
gambar? nanti tah,malas ku ni bui XD
and here i sealed my name 6:58 PG.
Currently at school,got nothing to do since it's computer school. and our teacher has this
'quote of the day' and it is ...
*drumrolls
'where is your project? you want to get zero?' *aiyaaaa,HAHAHA.
so this is a short update,HIATUS people! so yeah,bye (:
Label: HIATUS
and here i sealed my name 6:57 PTG.
Alrightyy so I'm finally back on track! oh hell yeah,doctor say i now can resume my daily activites so beat that! it only took me a few weeks to recover,instead of 6 months and that's a pretty good news.oh wait,it's the most awesome news i've heard in this month and the worst news would have to be
'she's gonna have her operation tomorrow at 10.45am to remove the appendix because we are now sure that she has appendix' O.O"
it's the past so yeah,throw it all away into that pile of trash or dumpster.Okay so we're gonna have our ugama mid-year exams in about 7 days?
*as stated at iman's blog. so like yeah,that actually freaked me out so imma start studying but wait,i think i lost my timetable. I'm not quite sure so I'll just check again tomorrow after I get back from extra class or maybe after I get some nap since it is now 1.04am and I haven't slept,talk about major panda-ness.
Stories? i got tons of em' baby (:
1.Had najwa's party celebrated last sunday,it was supposed to be on saturday but we had another family function in which we had to attend and makes the party postponed to the next day,it was awesome because I brought my camera and my uncle brought his camera and his handycam and we were major crazy. I'll show the photo's later,after I finish blogging about this crap.It's not entirely crap though,but the majority is crap. This event,
reviewed.
2.He told me that some bitch likes him and wants to tackle him,and I sounded pretty chill but my question is. He told me that he once tried to get her but she rejected him due to some reasons in which are his bad habits but when she wanted to get him,he asked her what happened? why would you want me blablablabla,you were the one who said that I am not a good person yadayadayadayada. I don't quite mind about that
BUT why him? why not someone else? He is clearly not single so why the hell would you possibly wanna go for someone that already has a girlfriend and aren't you scared that people will call you a boyfriend stealer,whore,slut or whatever they are about to call you in which I am going to be doing. So to summarise this crap,
you are nothing but a desperate whore that does not have a boyfriend and that particular boy you want seems to be my boyfriend and I can't simply tolerate with boyfriend stealers. They are merely cheapass sluts that can't get someone single and they are useless.
See there I said it,I did not want to express this but if you look at it,it might be true to those who has experienced this problem so why not you boyfriend stealers,back off. please and thank you ladies.
And to Iman my love,AWESOME-LY FLAT *kirai-kirai. hahahahahaha,this is soooo mean of us! but it is the truth,nobody can deny something that's already so clear yet so true (:
Rather than expressing all my crap here,I think I'll just stop here from now. So I guess I'll be active when it's the holidays or when I'm back from Singapore.
and here i sealed my name 10:00 PG.

It is now 11.16am and no,I woke up much earlier. I slept at 2+ am and I woke up at 8+ am,so that makes a 7-hour sleep? correct me if I'm wrong and that's pretty good because I intended of not sleeping which will make it worse since I have places to go to today such as my cousin's house for her birthday and lastly,my room in which my place of interest is the bed so I can doze off into dreamland but before that I have to make sure that I do not have any unaccomplished homeworks,projects and assignments. Okay wait,projects? That can be done in a few hours time (:
The topic of my day is about my friend. She's currently suffering from the 'heartbreak breakdown' and that seriously is affecting her life in which we are constantly worried about and I may seem like I'm not giving a damn but I do care,it's just that I don't know what to do..Life is simply so puzzling yet interesting to explore :s
Well the thing is she just broke with her boyfriend and they still love each other so what's the point of breaking up? you guys are quite happy together and you guys are certainly a match. Alright,back to the story. So since they've already broke up,she still wants to be with him cause she really loves him but i think it's just to hard. Well that's simply life,there's the ups and also the downs so we'll just have to face it and live on with life.
And I'm sorry if I'm exposing your problem but I didn't say any names so that's pretty good. At least I am not expliciting your names and all the details that makes it more complicated and even worse.
Let's just change the topic,it's simply gruelling to hear or even talk about this problem because I know how it feels. It sucks,it's as simple as that and no one wants this to happen to them since it is so painful that there are a few cases that they actually commited suicide and I find that simply stupid. If it's about studies,yeah that's understandable but because of a boy/girl? That is just simply lame,it's not like it's only the love you'll ever get..There's always someone else out there which loves you even more.
So I think I should stop here before I elaborate more details in which I would not want to see and will eventually resolve to hatred or tears and that's unacceptable so yeah,I gotta get ready for the party and do some stuff so yeah,bye.
and here i sealed my name 8:14 PTG.
It's 12.33am and I'm not in bed? well,who cares.HAHA! and i did say i was inactive in my last post but i got time baby so i'll just update..hey,who wants a blog that's rarely updated and not frequently checked? ;D
Today was quite okay except for the fact during recess i got pretty disgruntled? Well yeah,something like that. I won't say it here cause it's pretty dumb and worthless and those creeps might find my blog and read this bullshit so I'll just hold back my thoughts. And due to this change of emotion,it made me pretty quiet and boring? well maybe. but i was seriously concentratin on my studies and i was not making any noise. And that's seriously rare to me cause i tend to go pretty rebellious in class and I am not proud of that crap.
Ugama went well except for the fact that I was friggin' tired and when we had our duty it was only me and Aqilah?! like wtf?! All the girls are praying except for the both of us due to some natural reasons if you know what I mean and all the boys aren't praying but usually they do. Did you guys planned all this or something or is this just a coincidence? Well nevermind,it's not like you guys are gonna respond to all my lame and dull questions.
And during Al-Quran class,feena was telling me about her personal stuff which I would not expose it here because I myself know how painful the tragedy is for you to endure eventhough I have never experienced it but I know how it feels and I respect you. Eventhough this tragedy may make you weak,it didn't stop you from continue being strong and showing a smile on your face and that shows just how strong you are and I salute you. All I can say is,live on and live it with strength to keep you going on,you know there's always us to support you and be by your side.
When I arrived home,I was told that today we had a 100 day tahlil for my deceased relative aka my grandma's sister *al-fatihah. But we didn't come due to some personal reasons which I would not want to explicit in here because it may sound as if I don't give a damn about my personal life and nobody's like that.am I right? SO we just stayed at home and that's a good thing because I needed some rest,I'm getting pretty tense and stressed out lately :/
And oh yes,we had a webcam session together and we took some photo's and let me say the photo's I took were pretty lame and boring while the photo's he took? it was awesome (:
These are the photo's I took.
he didn't realise this ;D
it's blur :
And these are the photo's he took
i look like a mess :/
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no comment on this one
that's quite nice for a candid
what was i looking at?
and here i sealed my name 9:33 PG.
HELLO HELLO! hahhaa,apakan.
will be inactive until further notice aka until my exams are done.
But now I will update a few.
Sooo,last night we had a painting class session over at ugama and i took a LOT of photo's but I will update the pictures later since I am now using the school computer *toinkk~
HAHA,so we had a lot of fun and also a lot of smoking? okaaaay,they did that..NOT ME! *kantoiii~
The paintings done,well everythings DONE! *alhamdulilaaaaaah.
well now i got nothing to say already.pfft,I'm obviously blank right..too stressed,thanks to that AWESOME-LY LAME projects! grr,really STRESSING!
Well now I'm out..classes are OVER! hahaha,well ada english lagi =="
and here i sealed my name 7:43 PTG.
Grr,i'm bored.HAHA,lame.
Okay,sooo i would to formally inform to everybody that
*please note that i have permission to say these.
O'Reef,Ashez and Duan *is that your nickname? i'm sorry,i don't really know you.
alright,back to the story..
These three guys are GAY-IANS or formally known as GAY.This is not true,what i am trying to conclude here is they are bestfriends and their simply so close to each other,they can get pretty crazy sometimes and look gay.
And may i remind you,gay means happy (:
thank you and reef,if your reading this..I SALUTE YOU SENIOR! ;D
HAHA,enough with the crap..okay so I changed my skin..again? Well,i don't know and I don't care..It's my blog,so kamu jangan tah menyibuk :P
Nothing much happened today and it's a pretty boring day eventhough today is mother's day but oh well,it's still fun (: So i think imma just post a few pictures which i took yesterday? It's not my mum's picture though,it's my pictures. I lost my mum's photo's but it's somewhere in this laptop so let's just allow the pictures to say a thousand words ♥
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pretty lame huh? well,it ain't edited and it ain't pretty.HAHA! end of story.
So imma update if I have the time (:
and here i sealed my name 1:07 PG.

As you all know,today is mother's day! This is a day where everybody husband and child celebrate the importance of mother's in our life and it's a miracle that mother's are the reason why we're all alive (:
And not to mention today is ...
*drumrolls
HAMIZAH'S aka MIZAH'S BIRTHDAY!
may Allah bless your soul and grant you happiness through out your life!
Your a good friend to me eventhough we're not that close.
Did you remember when I brought cupcakes on Saturday,which was a few days after my birthday and there was one cupcake left and we all used the cream to smother it in our faces!
And those awesome hot bitches were iman,anna,amaliah,atikah,me and you !
Oh well,let's just hope that'll ever happpen again cause this is our senior year and we might not be seeing each other anymore and that is a BUMMER!
So I had a short conversation with him♥ just now,HAHA! it was pretty lame tho =D
StorM says:
heyy
im back
xD
[b]FARR[u]zнυ[/u][/b] says:
hello :3
haha,
welcome back laogong ^^
StorM says:
still using laptop?
[b]FARR[u]zнυ[/u][/b] says:
yup ^^
mummy dun cre,just say dun sleep late
HAHA
StorM says:
haha
so gud?
[b]FARR[u]zнυ[/u][/b] says:
ya lor
f gt daddy,mre bttr
HAHAHA
mummy dun disturb me ;D
StorM says:
haha
laopo webcam
xD
[b]FARR[u]zнυ[/u][/b] says:
haha,ON
xD
StorM says:
laopo open onli
[b]FARR[u]zнυ[/u][/b] says:
=="
StorM says:
nt mekays?
xD
[b]FARR[u]zнυ[/u][/b] says:
hahahaha,both la
StorM says:
brb
[b]FARR[u]zнυ[/u][/b] said (10:57 PM):
okie
The following message could not be delivered to all recipients:
okie
After that,he didn't go online anymore..oh well,i'll just see if he goes online tomorrow ^^
grr,i love you monkey! (:
Today was pretty tiring,why you say? It's just too much for me to rant,blabber and type..So i'll just conclude this post by saying,i'm exhausted,tired and down right sleepy!
So i'll call it quits,good night,sweet dreams and take care (:
'Hush,don't worry my child.I am here to protect you and if I am not here,the angels will always be here to be by your side.So go to bed and have a nice dream.'
Imagine a mother saying that to her dear child,if me..I'd already cried because a mother's love knows no boundaries nor limits..A mother's love is infinite.
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO EVERY MOTHER IN THE WORLD!
especially my mother,your the light that shone when i was down.The saviour when i was on the edge.And a loving mother to a dear husband a child of two.
You know we'll always love you mother (:
and here i sealed my name 9:12 PG.
hello and good morning (:
Okay so i'm not in school,where am i? HOME! the house arrest/quarantine? NOT!/sick leave is a TORTURE.why you say? can you live without having nothing to laugh about and since faiz/hamizan/cookie monster is at school,the house is QUIET plus the folks are out somewhere without me :/
grr,imma just live with it..the operation has somewhat made me,BLUR perhaps? or is there a better word to explain this? okay,i'm practically out of words..grr,operation's fault!
So yesterday evening turned out fun,thanks to my brother who cheered me up! thanks faiz ♥ nanti kaka lanja ice apple tea,i know you love that drink.HAHA! all he did was helped me clean my closet and it turned out fun! grr,i love you kiddo!
Oh great,now i'm in the car since i was dragged to follow my folks and go jalan..it's just so hot outside,not that i'm complaining but it's just so HOT! It's a good thing i brought my shades ;D
I gotta go,updates again later..BYE.
and here i sealed my name 4:47 PTG.
okay,so short update? Idk,maybe..HAHA,sendiri inda tau xD
Y'day i've been msg-ing with him for like nearly the whole day? Pfft,banyak topic kami atu xD *rite? HAHA! so last nite i went online and also was messaging with him and guess what? I FELL ASLEEP! ahahaha,lame ehh! And atu ya abis kna text but john understand dat aku tetdor! HAHA! thanks for understanding? XD
Sooo,i woke up at 7.++? tak ku tauu xD well when i woke up,3 miss calls and 1 message? HAHA! sorry laogong xD
Then mum said ya kan ke kdai skjap before going to work then she asked me and faiz what we wanted to buy..if you people dun know,faiz is my adorably annoying lil brother ;D HAHA! Aites,back to the story,well my bro was saying what he wanted..then i also wanted but i was in the toilet,kan mandi! Haha,so i shouted! I was like,GREENTEA! GREENTEA! ahahaha,pantat jua eh!
Then blablabla,ada tia mummy! She bought the greentea,but yang bottle besar! HAHAHAHA,kes sasak what? oh well,thanks mum! ♥
So imma update again,later? Yeah,maybe..that is if i'm in the mood to blog..blogging with mobile is HARD! keypad hp ani g like,damit,sempit and did i say SMALL? ahahaha,atu majal! XD pfft,dad bila ku dapat pakai broadband? :/
and here i sealed my name 5:00 PTG.
okaaaay,blog's a bit rusty ? Cause i haven't update it ba..HAHAHA,lame! So SCHOOL! yomygod! Like,i went back after the end of first period which is maths cause it hurt..the wound,i mean..heheh,apakan! XD went to doctor,blabla,was damn weak,talk crap saja ko sana doc..then they gave me a 4-day sick leave! O.O *fuck la!
Oh well,sabaaar and syukuuuur~ *kirai2 rah muhaimin n daus xD hahaha,you guys crack me up..as in make me laugh,if you people don't understand/faham/paham..ahahaha,smua wa xD
And today i broke up with izmi :/ pfft,im cool with it..he's cool with it..or are we? Oh whatever! Now i'm with ... mike/mek/xiiao yuan/mickey or whatever you people call him..i forgot his full name ba! Mek Yen Yuan ha? lols,noob *words durang tah tu,harsh much?
Hais,more HOUSE ARREST >< but laokung nt going to skul tmrw ryt? Yakah,apakan ya ckp atu..nda ku paham *scrolling message ah there it is,aaa..oh nda skulah,antam th ko eh..janji ko jan lupa aku!
p.s:if your reading this mek,imma kick your dick and shove it in some cheap ass bitch! you like that don't ya? i know you do xD but you wanna do it with me? Answer is HELL NO! ku tatak krg palir mu atu,ahahaha..bh adang farr xD
Aites,im out..more updates next time (:
and here i sealed my name 11:48 PG.
oh hello people (:
It's now 2.18 am and i can't sleep? Oh hell yeah,you can say that..well i did say i was inactive right? But imma still post sometimes,bagus kan? HAHAHAHA
we had the sports day last saturday,pfft..it was lame..but we secondary students all had FUN! thanks to all the crazy ideas and also CAMERAS *in which where there were a lot of photographers aka students bringing camera.just check it out at facebook ;D
And the overall was BLUE HOUSE! go blue house ! ;D
Then ugama..aa,had rawi competition for boys and girls and our school was home? Oh yes,right..the girls got 2nd so i would like to congratulate the rawi-ians : anna,baby,tiqah,afifah and yatie! You guys did great and you guys were awesome! The dudes? i don't know,teehee..sorry ;D
At the end of the day,we all had fun but pretty much exhausted so imma stop here and before i end this post.
happy one monthsary my love,iloveyou ♥
and here i sealed my name 11:19 PG.