Rabu, 17 Jun 2009
oh hi *speechless
so last night we broke up,i may look like i'm happy but i'm not :/ it's just,we've had a lot of memories.well not that much,but urrggh! goddamnit! nah tu,nyumpah ku~ well,when he texted me that he wanted to break up well i err,teared up x( *get over it farr :'[
after that,i straight away deleted every memory which was messages,pictures and all that crap well it's still there and it won't leave.yomygosh! *screams and wtf now?! i sorta miss him,*tiau ni la noob! grrrrrr!
then just now me and viv were talking bout the dudes we loved and well,it didn't turn out so good.the both of us ended up like,almost crying? *shet,jiwang eh.CIBAI~
so i'm leaving in 3 days and i hope i can forget everything while i'm there and let's just hope the memories will be thrown away in singapore and will eventually stay there cause i can't take it any longer! i still love you but it's just not working out,*you see that,i just confessed and that it is pretty rare for me to say these words out loud and i'm not lying :'/
see see,he just went online :'/ gosh mek,if only you knew but i can't stop you cause it's just fate plus i can't do anything to make you come back to me since love can not be forced nor forbidden and i do hope you guys understand.
i'll be having fake smiles again,once in a while i'll be smiling but i don't know. it's not easy to forget him when i can't stop thinking about the things we did whenever we met *pfft,no sex ayy. it's just,urgggh! well alright,i'll just stop here cause i can't take it any longer!
so last night we broke up,i may look like i'm happy but i'm not :/ it's just,we've had a lot of memories.well not that much,but urrggh! goddamnit! nah tu,nyumpah ku~ well,when he texted me that he wanted to break up well i err,teared up x( *get over it farr :'[
after that,i straight away deleted every memory which was messages,pictures and all that crap well it's still there and it won't leave.yomygosh! *screams and wtf now?! i sorta miss him,*tiau ni la noob! grrrrrr!
then just now me and viv were talking bout the dudes we loved and well,it didn't turn out so good.the both of us ended up like,almost crying? *shet,jiwang eh.CIBAI~
so i'm leaving in 3 days and i hope i can forget everything while i'm there and let's just hope the memories will be thrown away in singapore and will eventually stay there cause i can't take it any longer! i still love you but it's just not working out,*you see that,i just confessed and that it is pretty rare for me to say these words out loud and i'm not lying :'/
see see,he just went online :'/ gosh mek,if only you knew but i can't stop you cause it's just fate plus i can't do anything to make you come back to me since love can not be forced nor forbidden and i do hope you guys understand.
i'll be having fake smiles again,once in a while i'll be smiling but i don't know. it's not easy to forget him when i can't stop thinking about the things we did whenever we met *pfft,no sex ayy. it's just,urgggh! well alright,i'll just stop here cause i can't take it any longer!
that's one of the memories,the original one is somewhere in my laptop :/
2103 ; a number i can't forget and it may just still be somewhere in my heart but it'll stay there forever with more memories concealing it so i can forget it and your name keeps ringing in my head :'/
Label: xiiaoyuan
and here i sealed my name 10:34 PTG.
